2005-04-07
april showers
today is thursday. good news for people who like bad news, i guess.
i don't gloat. but you have to understand how worthy it all is to brag about. i respect you more than you know. i wouldn't say "thanks for the flattery," that's awfully demeaning. but on a much grander scale: thank you. for everything. you have no idea(r).
the bubble bath calls to me. nothing else happened today. innane conversation! yess. i am closer than i was yesterday.
siddhartha's a really good book, but i'm sick of all of its pseudo-profound inspirations. i have to go study it.
i am afraid to look at strangers in the hallway and smile. i don't know why.
walking in the park today i met an old man and his stout, cute dog named robby. they were a good pair. it started to rain a little. the pool has umbrellas, but only the skeleton of it. skeletal umbrella, what do you think of that? as good as falling popehats or lamenated orangutan or perforated sphere, i think.
i hope i can make someone smile the way that i smile when i see him. i'd like to have that effect on the very him, actually! yeah i'm smitten. i'll shut up now.
my piano teacher is incredibly enlightening. he is a boy, he knows the other side of course, and is actually able to somewhat communicate it. he got me excited. and told me it's ok to laugh in anyone's face and make small talk about the weather.
create something with my life, laugh and dance and find those reasons to smile because they are right there. today is thursday. whew. closer than yesterday.
leesah-likes at 8:24 p.m.