2005-03-11
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ironic: today was a record high.
don't forget, prepare your set, be true to your own way.
i promised petie i wouldn't read (aha) it, so i won't. i get the j/g/ist. and its/it's err.
it's hard to come up with stuff to update with. thanks for asking me to keep doing it. i will.
no regrets, which is not always easy to say.
ben feels a deep sadness. maybe i shouldn't type about it, it shouldn't be social news. he's been missing so much school. he contemplated. ben, don't do this. we would sit on sundays and i would listen to the things he would say. his beautiful ambition for life, as naive as it would seem, was pure. is pure. he will go beyond. it's sad to know what he's going through. it made me cry. it made me a bit numb. i don't know what to say, i just wish i could look him in the eyes.
my favorite movie is amelie.
sleep beckons swiftly. goodnight to those who deserve to have one, and even those who do not. we do not always get what we deserve, just what we get. yeah, goodnight.
leesah-likes at 9:46 p.m.