2004-09-20
leaveing
i don't feel too great. and i decided to come here and document it for some reason. i don't know what's wrong. everything is fine. i sort of feel like crying. damn hormones (horror-moans?). i don't know what's going on. i want to sleep. i feel like i am pushing a wall. it's a bit stupid. tell me something. i haven't smiled this much in a while. but i'm not right now because i'm in that depression phase. huh. i didn't get some metaphorical doseage or something. i don't know. people are stupid, most of them. that kid kept smiling during math today, so happy to be different. screw him, it's so stupid. i am not glad for him. why encourage people? that's stupid too. let everyone do it their way. it will work out. who cares. we shouldn't. chemistry class sucks, they still talk so much. fuck legumes. i had better go do something. today was fine, really. stupid blog. stupid me. enjoy leaveing.
leesah-likes at 7:55 p.m.