2004-11-22
diligent vigilant
there is a lot to do, i have already done most of it
times like these are the parts of my life that i hope i forget when i am older
the wear and tear school has on the tissues of my heart
i imagine i can see them rotting, such stressful pumping
so strained, eyes dart a bit but contain water in the back
look at me it's all internal but i would vow upon the outward sources
i feel so old, but still so young and stupid. i just don't know anything and the margin for error is so slim so tiny don't slip up now look and them look at how easy it is for them! think to yesterday in the tub flowing hair underwater
you don't have to do this to yourself it would be so easy to comfortably slide into mediocrity like some case of bad posture
my back hurts from sitting up so long, i used to be the best typer in my class 60wpm in 5th grade with accuracy which was pretty impressive back then.
i forget so much, what's your earliest memory, the first thing you can recall, i don't know my memory really sucks too it's just hard to know all the crap i have to store up there
methods formulae fill in the blank pull out some hair
want to rest, want to see the stars, love of leisure makes this worse i am not diligent i am proud, must return and figure it all out because that's the way the cookie crumbles. turn a page in memoriam of my past cheery existence dated to june of this year, but don't lick your index finger first just flip to the next one.
leesah-likes at 8:25 p.m.